Victoria's Journal, Year 2003 Entries

JANUARY 2003

• Thursday January 23, 2003: After thinking about it for some time, I [Victoria CD (later Victoria TG, but that's a story for another day ;-) ] finally created my first home page!

• Sunday January 26, 2003: My very sweet wife ("Sunshine") just bought me a present - a very beautiful lined plaid miniskirt, that was on sale at Talbot's. It's wonderful! So far, that's my fourth mini, and my third tartan pattern!

FEBRUARY 2003

• Saturday February 15, 2003: My wife and I just returned from a late-evening shopping trip at Wal-Mart, where we managed to find 5 or 6 bras for me (my birthday is February 19th), a beautiful red silk woven sweater with a lace-up front, and even a set of inexpensive breast enhancers (neat look / feeling)! At the checkout were were pleasantly surprised to find that the bras were only $1 each, and the enhancers were only $15! :-)   Post-Script: After initially loving the look, I eventually came to realize that I don't really like the 'fake' aspect of pretending to have breasts; I actually prefer to make do with what I have (small B-cup, approximately), for now ...

APRIL - MAY, 2003

• I see that haven't had any updates in quite awhile ... I hurt my hip (glute) in the gym last month, and have been having physiotherapy treatments (deep muscle masage / ultrasound treatments). It's slowly getting better. During each of my visits I have been wearing my Victoria Secret cotton signature thongs, that I wear exclusively. I see no reason to try to hide this aspect of my femininity, partly because the sessions are 'priviledged,' subject to patient confidentiality, and also I'm guessing, perhaps, that my physiotherapist has seen this type of thing before (LOL). If not, it'll be an educational experience for him! While I do not advertise my choices in clothing (I'm closeted), at the same time I'm not comfortable - from a personal 'integrity' point-of-view - with hiding it either from physicians, etc. I look at it as one small step ... Having my beautiful wife at my side, demonstrating her unspoken acceptance, helps a lot! ;-)

• Friday May 04, 2003: Sigh... the weather's getting warmer here (Durham NC), so tee-shirts only now :-( During the winter months, I can wear my bras (Jockey seamless cotton underwire bras with low-visibility, front-adjust straps) all day, safely concealed under my sweater, as far as I can tell. That is, no one's ever mentioned anything, although I am somewhat certain that someone must have noticed, at one time or another (not that it troubles me, especially, if they have noticed.) Nevertheless, despite the warmer weather, last night my wife and I went out for Mexican food, with me in my 'drab' clothes (cargo shorts and tee-shirt; but also wearing my VS thong). I took the added, slightly risque step of wearing my white lace Ralph Lauren underwire bra (a 38B), that fits me rather well! It wasn't really obvious that I was wearing a bra, and my wife 'Sunshine' and I walked around a store before going home upon which I flashed / surprised her - *she* hadn't noticed it either, up to that point. I found this to be a pleasant experience, to be dressed this way, outside of home, even if I was slightly conscientious!